Wednesday 12 December 2012

Back

Third week of attachment #IAP

Stop training #Taekwondo

Gain weight, turn fat #going 49kg

Long duration of travelling and working hours #Tired.

Enjoy your get away trip boy! #B2

Miss u! :)

Tuesday 9 October 2012

A full of "excitement" day

Extremely nervous and was shivering before the start of my mid-term presentation.
Luckily i got good comments after my presentation.

Last day with my labmate, shixian. She going Suzhou to continue her fyp. Will miss her a lot.
Days will be lonely starting from tmr.

Talk with Sir today is emotional for me. Cried as for sure. Jip ma'm and brandon hugged me to console me. Thanks.

Sudden have a feel that i lost a lot of things around me. Without notice, tears flow down. Really feel very sad, empty in me. No feel to go for fyp tmr...

Sunday 7 October 2012

=/

Photos i took this few weeks...


Guess i gonna stop taekwondo from now... What i can said is wasted...


Thursday 27 September 2012

Regretted

I feel like cut myself and let the blood flow out.
I feel like use my finger and dig out food from my mouth and force myself to vomit.
I JUST FEEL LIKE BANG MY HEAD TO THE WALL RIGHT NOW!

3 more days to national tournament and I'm still fucking overweight.
1KG my gosh!

I always won't overweight when the tournament is so near.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!

Haii... *crying*

Tuesday 18 September 2012

Alone

Results out today. Phew~ I feel relieved. Gpa increased by 0.01

Cried in lab today. I just don't know why. I just feel sorrow pain.

One of my labmate failed module, one labmate be off frm sg at 10 of Oct. Haii. I'll be alone in the lab for fyp from then. All the craps and laughter will be gone. Out of sudden, i feel very lonely and sad...T.T

I tried talked to her a little bit, tried msg her today. I saw her brief smile. At least i know she not angry with me, i feel much better.

Days pass so slow without friends, silent and lonely. I don't feel good and i don't want it.

Monday 17 September 2012

Wae

Why things turn come in this way?!

I feel like im going to lose a good friend again...

Feel like burst into tears now..*control*

Saturday 15 September 2012

Clueless

I just hate this so much.
What did i do to make you feel so angry with me?! I really don't know. Really. I feel really sad about it for all the time.