Regretted

I feel like cut myself and let the blood flow out.
I feel like use my finger and dig out food from my mouth and force myself to vomit.
I JUST FEEL LIKE BANG MY HEAD TO THE WALL RIGHT NOW!

3 more days to national tournament and I'm still fucking overweight.
1KG my gosh!

I always won't overweight when the tournament is so near.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!

Haii... *crying*

Alone

Results out today. Phew~ I feel relieved. Gpa increased by 0.01

Cried in lab today. I just don't know why. I just feel sorrow pain.

One of my labmate failed module, one labmate be off frm sg at 10 of Oct. Haii. I'll be alone in the lab for fyp from then. All the craps and laughter will be gone. Out of sudden, i feel very lonely and sad...T.T

I tried talked to her a little bit, tried msg her today. I saw her brief smile. At least i know she not angry with me, i feel much better.

Days pass so slow without friends, silent and lonely. I don't feel good and i don't want it.

Wae

Why things turn come in this way?!

I feel like im going to lose a good friend again...

Feel like burst into tears now..*control*

Clueless

I just hate this so much.
What did i do to make you feel so angry with me?! I really don't know. Really. I feel really sad about it for all the time.

I'm sad.

FIRST DAY FYP STRESS

Design of insulin pen with variable dosage

&

Design and development of child-friendly tablet guider

2 Projects

EAGLE HWAITING !

BBQ

Yesterday:

BBQ with BME friends.
I expect it a totally boring day and i will just stone there and eat my food. BUT I'M WRONG. Yes at the very start is boring because I didn't want to play Dog & Bone with them as i can't run, i will feel uncomfortable. So i went Parkway Parade to walk walk seem i'm so unfamiliar with there. Ha! I think we are so lousy, we almost lost our way there! Can't find the exit out back to bbq pit. PP really isn't my place. I flew kite with Chan. & YES! WE DID IT! We are so funny with the little small kite we borrow from friend and keep can't let it fly up. After numerous of attempt, ya we absolutely master it! Yea we are good okay~ Luckily with a 180 plus tall classmate help, managed to get the kite off from the trees. Hahas so funny and we thought it really gone this time. LUCKY US! Nice food and drink and i make new friends! I knew they are friendly and now i know them even better! 14 bucks for the bbq is still too expensive with the amount of foods i can eat. But 5 bucks with the amount of white jean beam i can drink is cheap! Thanks to JX!
CAB HOME!

I feel so sorry to you when u said this, " I even more sad tt can't see u" after i replied dun wan go find u. Haii.  I want but just not that time. You knew she doesn't like u. Feel moody for day, until i called you. Bcos of my friend so i decided called u to ask. And ya i done right, able to talk to u too and it quite awhile. Just like it very much when talk to u on the fone though it just a little while.. I hope there next time again (:

Today:

Last day of rest and FYP start tmr! Oh gosh! I can't believe time passed so fast!
No plan today, guess resting at home le~