Thought

Have a lot of thought going through my mind recently. Sometime suddenly feel like crying. I don't know why.

I would really wish i have more freedom since I'm going 21 in 5 months plus. Haii.. Missed lot of opportunities in my life. I can't do anything but just add on more and more regret in my life. I really wish i can fly out from the cage I am now and explore what out there. It full of dangerous out there but I'm not afraid at all. Dad, i really need more of your understanding.

Sometime I really don't know what did I done wrong. Why do I always get this kind of replied from you? Why do you always have to talk to me in this manner? Can we just be like other sisters? I feel sad when you always in this way..

I feel very sorry for you. I want to but I just can't do anything. Sometime I really wish to let you go and hide myself in the corner and cry. One year and eight months. I never thought it already been so long. Really thankyou for every single thing that you does. Greatly appreciated. B, Thank you my very first person i love.

Single but unavailable. Guess that be my fate=/

Bye...