Understanding

Back with blogger for the third time.

Was feeling happy because thinking I've done a right action today. But my mood feel extremely awfully after receiving your msg & i know you are angry with me..

He sudden msg me and told me he probably not going because he's pissed because you keep didn't reply his msg last night, not knowing why and he thinking guess you won't want see him today. He feel kinda wtf and thinking why u want treat a friend of him in this way. & here i decided that i should do something with it. I msg u and him, trying to explain why u did it to him and hint and tell u that u shouldn't be in this way to him. AND YES I DONE IT AND IS SUCCESS! With a sudden his msg to me seem so alive! a 360 degrees tone change. And also after saw 2 of you able to talk as usually i found so happy and relief.
Sometime you may think it nothing to the person or it is normal to be in this way. You may be wrong. Because on the other side, the person can be very angry just because your simple action when you don't even realised it.

I feel sad. Just because I'm late, just because I'm unable to do what i said to you, you will angry with me. With the action, the way you talk to me i feel hurt when you maybe don't even realised it. Yes i'm wrong this time, I'm won't deny. My reason maybe you think is unacceptable, it okay i accepted it. Extremely sorry to you.

I realised all the things i do that trying to agree, trying to accept people for every single time will get me into trouble. Hate. Pissed. Disappointment. Guess I should really think twice when i accept or promise people next time.

Cried in car, during bath, in the toilet just now when saw the msg of yours. Thankyou for accepting my apology and forget about my mistake today. Appreciated....

Extremely exhausted, effing stress. More tears and tears. Just couldn't control it. Guess this is the way of how I express myself and released the emotion.